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Harry
Ormsby of |
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After all
the killing I had seen in |
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One night
when I had been out late, living it up, I felt empty and dissatisfied. As I
walked up the steps to my apartment, tears started falling down my cheeks. I
paused on the landing halfway up and looked up at the dark sky. I suddenly
found myself talking aloud to God. "If you don't do whatever you do to
save people, to help them, I'm not going to make it. Do whatever you
do," I stammered. |
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As I kept
gazing at the dark sky, suddenly right before my eyes Jesus appeared on the
cross. He had a very bloodied and swollen head; the skin on his cheeks looked
as though his beard had been plucked out. His countenance was almost beyond
recognition. I was in awe, yet frightened. My sins--every one I had ever
done--seemed to be hanging on him. |
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I ducked
my head down and started to cry. "Lord, forgive me. There is nothing I
can do to pay you back. I am so sorry." I looked back up, and Jesus was
no longer on the cross but directly in front of me, looking at me with great
joy. His eyes said everything--love and forgiveness. When I acknowledged his
presence, he smiled, reached out, and touched me on the forehead. Then he was
gone. |
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I knew at
that moment he forgave and loved me! Perhaps seeing a vision or revelation of
Jesus is a miracle, and I don't treat it lightly. But to me the real miracle was
the continuous way God changed my life, my attitudes, my actions, and my
desires. His power came that night and touched me deeply. No more drinking.
No more drugs. No more partying. In the more than twenty years I have
followed him since that night, he has continued to change my heart. I have
even had the opportunity to go to other countries to tell people about a
loving and forgiving Savior. |
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Harry was
desperate when he cried out to God: "Do whatever you do to save, to help
people." Often we have to admit our own helplessness to experience our
miracle. |
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From:
Miracles Happen When You Pray by Quin Sherrer, 1997, pag. 170, 171, Zondervan
Publishing House, |