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My boyhood
memories are filled with images of mountains--beautiful blue
mountains--around my father's farm. We were nestled in a corner of the
mountains, a "hook" they called it. And I remember so well the
farms of my grandparents not far away. My dad's father was a wheat farmer and
lived in a big old South African farmhouse, situated near a large pond, fed
by deep springs that provided good water for the sheep and cattle. |
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On the
other side of the family, my mother's people lived along the mountain where
they maintained beautiful vineyards. Again, that home stirs memories of the
blue mountains set against the plains, a scene of security and comfort linked
in my mind with happy family visits. |
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I was born
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One time,
before I came along, some of the brethren prophesied that Christ's return was
imminent and that there was not time to harvest the wheat. The residents
planned to drive the cattle into the wheat fields and let them have the crop. |
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But my
paternal grandfather, who was in charge of the wheat farming, had other
ideas. He took a big rifle, got on his horse and proclaimed, "Anybody
who tries to drive cattle into the wheat fields, I'll shoot, cattle and
all." He preserved the harvest and, of course, the Lord didn't come. As
I understand it, they produced a record crop. |
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But my
grandfather had had enough. He demanded to be relieved, was paid a handsome
amount for his share, and went to live on his own wheat farm, the one with
the lovely old house that I remember so well. |
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Impressed
in my mind are the visits by horse and wagon to my grandparents in those
days. Early in the mornings, while we children were thought to be still
asleep, we could hear the older folks gather for their morning devotions.
They met in the big farmhouse kitchen--my parents, grandparents and anyone
else visiting, along with all the servants and hired workers. The servants
would arrive early, but before they started working they would come in, most
of them sitting on the floor, and join in the prayers and the songs. The
farmers in those days were keenly aware of their responsibilities toward
their workers. They made sure the gospel was heard. I remember clearly how
good the relationships were between blacks and whites in those days. Of course,
we were all under the gospel and that was the difference. |
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My father
was a little man, five-foot-six. I'm five-eight. I never saw him without a
mustache and goatee. And the goatee was very reddish, practically red. But
his hair was jet black, and to the day of his death at the age of
eighty-five, his hair never grayed. |
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My mother,
who was about the same size, was different. Her people grayed at the age of
thirty. So all my recollections of her are of a very motherly woman, a wonderful
mother, with gray hair. And she tended toward the plump side, while my father
was lean and compact. |
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They were
both very quiet people. They didn't believe they had to be talking all the
time to make themselves known and understood. Furthermore, they believed that
children ought to be seen, not heard, so we had a very quiet family.
Altogether they had twelve children, but two girls and one boy died, leaving
nine boys, and I was the oldest. |
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Mother and
dad were strong disciplinarians. They had to be with a family like that in
the environment of those days. My best description of my father came the day
I was studying Tennyson and found the line in "The Charge of the Light
Brigade"--"Theirs not to reason why, Theirs but to do and die...."
That was my dad. That should have been his motto. And this was important to
me then, and throughout my life. It instilled in me a sense of respect for my
parents. Today, I can see that if that had not been built into my character,
I would not have done what the Lord commanded--and in a hurry, too. With God,
a command is a command. I learned to obey immediately, exactly as I was told. |
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But my
father did not apply discipline to us boys that he did not apply to himself.
And consequently, he was extraordinarily conscientious in everything he did.
In his work, as a carpenter and builder, as well as a preacher, he was
especially meticulous. Once, while I was in high school, I was helping him
with the interior of a house. That was my main extracurricular activity in
those days--that and gardening. |
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I was
working away by myself, building a door. And I used a piece of lumber with a
knot in it. But I put it in with the back on the wall side, covered it up, and
no one could see it. It wasn't long before dad walked over, noticed I had
used part of the wood with the knot and asked, "What happened to the
piece with the knot in it?'' |
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"I
put it behind, where no one can see it." |
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"No
one can see it?" he exploded. "The Lord can see it!" |
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Rather
shamefacedly, head hanging, and mumbling to myself, I did the whole job over.
I was careful never to use knotty pine again, even to this day when I'm doing
work around my home in |
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My father
maintained the discipline and meticulousness right up to his death. One day
early in 1961 he said to my younger brother, Justus, one of the three of us
who became preachers, "David may come to |
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Justus was
startled. "You can't do a thing like that, dad!" |
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"Well,"
father replied, "I don't say I'm doing it; I only discussed it with my heavenly
Father. And if He approves, that is my desire. And I'm going to prepare for
that day." |
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Dad's
getting senile, thought Justus, and he never wrote to me. Neither did any of
the other boys. |
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Late in
the morning on Ascension Day, a few months later, a pastor came to the house
to pick up some of his camping gear that had been left there. He stopped to
talk to dad. |
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"Grandfather
(everyone called him that), do you still have some communion wine?" Dad loved
to grow grapes, and his vines were magnificent. He made unfermented communion
wine that was a favorite of everybody. |
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"Yes,"
dad said, "I've got a gallon left and you're welcome to it." |
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Then he
said, "You know, this is Ascension Day." |
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"Yes." |
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"Well,
I've asked the Lord to take me home today." |
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The pastor
assumed he was joking. "In that case, grandfather, please bring me the
wine before you go." |
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Dad went
into the house, fetched the wine and gave it to the pastor, who paid him for it.
Then dad said, "I won't go to the garage with you. It's open, and you
know where your things are. I feel just a little tired, and I'm going to sit
down." |
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"That's
fine," the pastor said, and walked away. After only a few steps, he
heard a strange little sound---a "hallelujah." He looked around to
see dad slumped in his easy chair. The pastor rushed over to him in the
bright sunshine of the morning and found dad unconscious. |
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Just then,
mother came out of the house, peaceful and serene, and walked toward them.
The pastor was excited, "Grandma, grandpa's fainted." |
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Mother,
smiling and calm, continued her slow pace toward them. "No, pastor, he
hasn't fainted. He's gone home." |
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"But,
grandma, you take it so easy!" he nearly shouted. |
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"Oh, it's
all right," she said gently. "I expected it. You see, he said
goodbye to me at breakfast. He said the Lord might call him and he wouldn't
be able to come and say goodbye." |
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I was at |
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"What
is it?" I asked. |
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"A
cable came this morning that your father has passed on." |
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I paused
for a moment, but felt absolutely peaceful. "That's just like old
dad," I said half-aloud. "He waits until Ascension Day, and he goes
up, too." |
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My parents
came under the Pentecostal influence in 1914, while we were living in
Ladybrand, a little town of 4,000 people at the foot of a rocky hill called |
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My father
invited a Pentecostal minister--they called them "faith
healers"--to come and pray for my grandfather, who was suffering from
heart disease. It was strange. My grandfather was not healed, but both he and
my father had such deep experiences with the Lord in praying for healing that
their lives were thoroughly changed. The next thing we knew, my father was
saying such things as "The 103rd Psalm--`Who healeth all thy
diseases'--is still true." And then came the other gifts of the Spirit,
including speaking in unknown tongues. |
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It was
promptly announced from the pulpit of the Dutch Reformed Church that my
father had come into false teaching and was now a wolf in sheep's clothing.
He and my mother were expelled from membership. |
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As for me,
I didn't understand much of what was going on, but I was impressed with dad's
belief that the Lord would heal our diseases and keep us in good health. My
mother explained that to me in the kitchen one night, when just the two of us
were talking, "If that is what dad believes," I declared,
"then I don't have to take castor oil any more." That ugly, greasy
stuff was a regular part of our diet. "That's right," she said,
"no medicine." I was all smiles. Mother told that story many times
to show how glad I was that we had come into this new light. |
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We lived
in that town awhile longer, joining a little company of Pentecostals who had
all been pushed out of their denominational churches. We had people out of
the Anglican church, one out of the Methodist, some from the Dutch Reformed.
One of the old brothers in that small, hardy band of Christians was
constantly worried about the diversity of our backgrounds. He was convinced
that a critical part of the Scripture describing the early church was
"these all continued with one accord." He had the idea that the
"one-accordedness" was the crucial factor about the outpouring of
the Holy Spirit on the Day of Pentecost rather than the day itself. He
constantly disturbed the congregation with his complaint that "we are
not one, we are not one." |
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Then, the
Lord in His mercy gave him a vision that provided a great lesson for the old man
and for all of us. In a dream, he found himself in a room with a gathering of
strangers, dressed in Middle Eastern garb, all talking different languages.
Next to him stood a man, dressed in the same fashion, who said to him,
"Do you see where you are?" |
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"I'm
in a very strange place," he said. |
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The man
continued, "I want to show you what Pentecost was like, and you will
understand the conversation. Listen." |
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From there
on he understood what they were saying. One stood and declared,
"Brethren, we were five hundred when Jesus ascended, and I just counted:
now we're one hundred and twenty. The others are gone. We're losing, and I
feel it is because we've lost our leadership. Jesus is gone. We have elected
Matthias in the place of Judas. We must find somebody to take the place of
Jesus." |
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After a
moment's pause, he added, "And so, I would nominate Brother Peter." |
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Another
man got up and said, "I couldn't second that because I haven't forgotten
what Peter did. The Lord knows I love Brother Peter, and I admire him, but
how can he be the leader when he failed so badly?" |
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So, down
goes Peter. |
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Another
one gets up and says, "Well, we need a man of great love and I would
suggest John as that man." |
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Someone
else protested, "How can you want John? He wanted to sit on Jesus' right
hand and lord it over us. I wouldn't vote for John." |
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"Well,"
said another, "we must have a man of faith, and James is a man with great
insight into faith. I nominate James." |
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"But,"
came the argument, "he is the brother of John and he wanted to sit on
the left hand of the Lord." |
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Then
someone else said, "What we need is a very cautious man who will not
accept just anything. I nominate Thomas." |
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Another
declared, "Thomas is not cautious; he's just a doubter. He'll get us all
doubting." |
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Then Peter
got up and said, "How far are we going with this? If we begin to expose everybody's
failures and weaknesses, who of us is any good at all? I do not feel
qualified to stand in the shoes of the Master, but I want to suggest this:
Anybody in this meeting who feels so qualified, stand up and I will follow
you, and I'll call everybody else to follow you." |
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No one
stood up. At last, they were in one accord. |
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That old
brother's vision helped me in later life to understand that the accord
necessary for God's blessing does not center on how good we or anyone else
may be, but rather on our willingness to acknowledge and accept the
weaknesses and failures of each one, including ourselves. This stopped the
disturbance in our little congregation and we were humbled. We knew that we
were no good at all and that even Jesus had said, "I can do nothing of
myself" (John |
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That was
the kind of spiritual education I received in that little town of |
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CONVICTION |
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Late in
1915, a family of missionaries from |
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But we
were not to remain in the snug, comfortable fellowship of Ladybrand. As my
father grew closer to David Fisher and the vision for a mission station
sharpened, |
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The Basuto
village, one of several in the area, was situated on a high mountain ledge,
with beautiful, dark-hued valleys all about it--a wide expanse of flatlands,
alternately deep green and tan and brown, revealing cornfields and meadows
and wild growth. |
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Mother,
father and we four boys--the fifth boy, Justus, was born during our stay there--moved
into two African huts, one very large one containing the living room and room
for us boys. The other one, which was for mother and father, included the
family dining room. A third hut held only the kitchen, in which the cooking
fire was built right on the dirt floor. Between these three round structures,
with adobe walls and straw roofs, was a yard where we could spend time as a
family, talking, reading, praying. It was a primitive life, but clean and
pleasant, not choked with the filth and disease that is so often associated
with native villages in the heart of |
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We in no
sense felt alone. Evangelists had been there before and there were many
believers among the Africans. We also had brought workmen with us to assist
father in building the large mission station--to quarry and dress the stone,
and to erect it. We found great, close friends among the black villagers. We
and the two Fisher boys were the only white children there, and most of our
days were spent playing with the village children, learning intimately the
African ways, the customs, the language. |
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These were
peaceful and kind people; life as a child among them was very good. The
kindness and concern for one another were greater than in more advanced
societies I have since known. |
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The
polygamy among them was difficult for many of us to adjust to. Indeed, the
missionaries began to educate them and agitate for them to drop all of their
wives but one and then to officially marry only that one. It seemed only
right, but it wreaked havoc among the natives. The wives that were dropped
inevitably became prostitutes. A polygamous society in which there was
happiness and virtually no divorce was transformed into a monogamous one
filled with meanness and immorality. |
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Even in later
years I never agreed with the missionaries on this. The Apostle Paul insisted
that a church leader be the "husband of one wife." If he had meant
to exclude only single men he would probably have used the term
"married," but instead he used this odd phrase. To me it shows that
there must have been those in the church with more than one wife. There's no
indication that they were put out of the church. They merely could not be
elders. |
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Time went by
in idyllic fashion and I was approaching my eleventh birthday. It was Sunday,
and we were gathered for worship with the villagers in one of the sheds dad
had erected to store materials. I sat on the wooden bench with my family--we
always sat together, dad, mother, all the boys strung out like ducklings--and
I studied those ignorant black people in my ten-year-old manner. "These
people cannot read, they cannot write, they are illiterate. . . ." Their
singing swelled, untrained, rough, but full and free. "They are
illiterate," I said angrily to myself, "but ...." I didn't
even like to say it. "But they know Jesus. |
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"Those
two other there, that man and woman," I thought, talking this out to
myself, "they've completely changed, almost overnight. How can this be?
Why didn't I see it with the whites? |
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"Of
course," I rambled on, "the whites all came out of churches.
They've been taught, and they know, but they don't show it so quickly. How
can these natives change so quickly when they don't even have a catechism, or
any regular course of teaching? All they hear is the teaching in our
meetings." |
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There was
the case of the witch doctor. And I looked right at him. He had been
terrifying, the fear of the people. But now he was gentle, loving, kind--a wonderful
man. |
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And so
many of those simple people had experienced such power at their baptisms.
They knew that Jesus had been baptized in the river and they insisted on
being baptized in a flowing river; a pond would not do. Again, my eyes swept
over the sixty-five people crowded into the small shed. "Was it their
simplicity?" Jesus received the baptism in the Spirit when He came up
out of the river, and they expected the same thing to happen to them. They
expected Jesus to do for them what His Father had done for Him. I had heard
many of them make such statements. And sure enough, they came up out of the
river speaking in tongues. "How can this be?" |
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My
thoughts were interrupted when the singing died down and one of the
missionaries stood to ask if there were any requests for prayer. The old wife
of the leading chief in that area--actually she was just one of several wives
since the bigger the chief, the more wives he was likely to have--rose slowly
to her feet to ask everyone to pray for an old friend who was lying
desperately ill at that moment. She had stopped at her but to see her on the
way to the meeting and felt that she was dying. The missionary leading the
meeting moved forward and said, "Let's pray for her right now. " |
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So they
began to pray and that shed was ringing with prayers and weeping, and then
the rising chorus of "Hallelujah, Hallelujah for the Cross; it will
never suffer loss." Then the old wife of the chief began to march around
the shed to the singing, and she marched right out of the building with the
people following her. In a minute or two, the place was empty and the people
were marching in single and double file, strung out for some distance among
the village huts, toward the hut of the sick woman several hundred yards
away. My father and the other missionaries had no choice but to follow. I
went along too, still mumbling to myself about the faith of these ignorant
people. |
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When they
got to the sick woman's hut, they continued singing and marching around the
hut, "Hallelujah, Hallelujah for the Cross." It was a strange
sight. My father, the chief's wife, and two of the missionaries went into the
hut. Two or three minutes passed, although it seemed like considerably more,
and suddenly the old woman who lived there, the sick one, came whirling
through the door with her arms lifted up, smiling and laughing.
"Hallelujah, Hallelujah for the Cross; it will never suffer loss."
The singing soared louder and higher, and the people, dancing and happy,
wound their way with her back to the shed. |
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Back
inside the church, we had a great old-fashioned service. The Lord had done
another miracle. To those people, that was the only way. That's the way the
Bible told it, and that's the way it was. |
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My youthful
mind raced on, troubled and almost desperate. "These poor people are too
dumb to know it's impossible, so they never argue that this can't happen.
`God can do it,' they say." I had seen the truth of the Scriptures in
action. |
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I was
almost crying inside in my exasperation. "Why don't I know Jesus like
that?" I'd been getting up at dawn every morning all my life, reading
the Scriptures and having devotions. At the age of not quite eleven, I had
read the Bible through. From the time we boys were old enough to do so,
father had awakened us at fivethirty. We washed and got dressed, and were
sitting before our open Bibles by six. First, there were devotions, and then
systematic reading of the Scripture, a chapter or two every morning. |
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"I
know the Bible," I anguished. "I know all about Jesus. But l don't know Him." When I prayed, or my
parents prayed, to me it was still a recital. God was always far away in
heaven, never here. But for these people, these poor black villagers, He was
always near at hand. |
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"If
only I could know Jesus the way they do," I thought, my youthful heart
hurting. |
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CONVERSION |
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Almost
every family in villages like ours had a horse to be used for trips such as
going for the mail. We missionaries had one, too, but a young, newly-arrived Swiss
missionary, Reinhardt Gschwend, had a special horse, which he had bought from
one of the neighboring chiefs. Reinhardt was a kindly young man who struggled
hard to learn the Basuto language, which he finally mastered. He went on to
become one of the great missionaries of |
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That
bright February day, Reinhardt said in his thick accent, "Take my horse
to the post office." That sent my eleven-year-old heart floating, for
that was a real horse. He was dark brown, sleek and strong, a racing horse.
Together, we would soar across those fields and through the narrow paths.
That animal reduced my weekly chore to a great sport. |
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We made
our way carefully down the mountain path. It was impossible to do more than
walk until we reached more level ground. As the horse moved easily out onto
the flat lands of the valley, I sat back in the saddle and looked over the
fields, fully relaxed yet keenly aware of everything around me. I was
learning to read nature, not only the approach and departure of the seasons,
but the condition of the soil and its effect on nature's growth, the
prevalence of animal life thereabouts, nature's reaction to mankind and the
changing environment. I was learning from the Africans to read things in
nature that others did not notice. These Africans thought other people were
foolish. "They read books," they said, "and they don't read
nature." Meanwhile, the people who read books thought the others were
foolish. It was a crazy circle, and they both were a little bit right. |
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We picked
up speed as we passed through the rows of the corn fields, which were
reaching their autumn raggedy tan look as the harvest time neared. Summer in |
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At the little
one-story, brown adobe post office, I gathered the mail into the saddle bag
without event. Nine letters and two shoebox-size parcels, an average amount.
When I stepped back into the open and began to mount the horse, I noticed the
sky was clouding up quickly. Huge, rolling thunderclouds swept in toward the
mountains, the same direction I was heading. The sky was suddenly almost
totally overcast; it was beginning to streak with lightning farther out in
the valley. |
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"Maybe
I can outrun the storm," I said half-aloud to no one. I didn't want to
stay there. I still didn't know my way among the villagers very well. I swung
the saddlebag into place, secured it, and scrambled onto the horse, which was
moving about the hitching rail, ever so slightly nervous. "I must get
home," I said. "I don't want to get caught in this." I had
gone through two or three |
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I had
covered less than a third of the eleven-mile trip when lightning struck the
ground right in front of me, flashing and spitting in a way I'd never seen
before. It sizzled, and I smelled sulphur. I was virtually blinded for a
moment. It was no more than twenty feet in front of me. The horse stopped
instantly--from a gallop to a standstill in a split second. Then came another
deafening thunderclap. It's funny how thoughts come to you at times like
that. I remembered the saying, "If the lightning strikes you, you won't
hear anything." Well, I heard the thunder, so I knew I wasn't dead. |
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The
abruptness of the horse's stop almost threw me to the ground. I slid the rest
of the way off and fell to the soaking earth. My trousers drenched and muddy,
I knelt in the corn field, which was being beaten flat by the storm, and I
cried aloud: "Jesus! Save me! Save me!" |
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It's
strange. No appeal to surrender to the Lord Jesus had ever penetrated the
crust around my young soul. I had sat through dozens of such appeals. None
had touched me--at least enough for me to respond. But there I was, kneeling
in the roaring, raging wind, rain and lightning, scared into the very arms of
Jesus. |
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And, at
once, I knew I was saved. I knew Jesus had accepted me. I was no longer
afraid of the storm, continuing all around me. The lightning flashed, the
thunder roared, the rain swept down. But I was as frisky as a young colt. I looked
up into the sky and said, loud enough to be heard: "Wouldn't it be
wonderful if Jesus came on those clouds right now." He's going to come
on the clouds, according to the Scriptures, and I wanted to see him come
right then. I wanted to see Him face to face. I knew He was real. |
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After
returning the horse and getting him dried and rubbed down, I went into my
mother and father's hut. Mother was alone. "How'd you get through the
storm?" she asked. |
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"Well,"
I replied, with the nonchalance of an eleven-year-old, "Jesus saved
me." |
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I saw her
head snap upward ever so slightly, but she made no big show of emotion. She
merely turned her head toward me, and kindness and love poured through her
smile. |
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"The
storm scared me," I continued, "and I cried to Jesus and out there
He saved me." |
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It was as
simple as that. |
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Mother
apparently told my story to dad sometime before supper, for that evening
after our regular devotions, he looked up from his Bible and said to me,
"I believe you had an experience with the Lord today?" My father
was the kind who would wait to see the Christian life before he would commit
himself too fully as to whether anything had happened to me. |
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"Yes,"
I said rather solemnly, with all the wisdom I could muster, "I can
truthfully say that I prayed today and talked to Jesus like the Africans do.
Not up in heaven or some far-off place; He was right there next to me." |
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I paused.
And there was silence around the table. Everybody watched me. My dad's clear,
sharp eyes stared straight into my face. |
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"Something
happened there," I said quietly. "Now Jesus is real to me. " |
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It was not
long after my conversion that my family's work at the Mount Tabor Mission
station was completed, and we returned to our little fellowship of
Pentecostal believers in Ladybrand. My father resumed his work as carpenter
and preacher, and I returned to school, filled with wonderful tales of life
in an African village. |
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Spiritually,
I had one burning concern--baptism. When was I to be baptized in water?
Didn't the Scripture say, "Repent, and be baptized"? I wanted it
badly, convinced by my dramatic conversion that I was ready. My father said
no; I was too young. I didn't understand the meaning of baptism. |
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So he and
the other elders in our congregation began talking with me at length about
baptism and its meaning. They worked especially with me on Romans
6--"You are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ
was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also
should walk in newness of life." You have to live a new life, they
insisted; and everybody seemed concerned that I wouldn't. I waited. And I
waited. No baptism. |
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One
day--it was 1917 and I was twelve years old--the church elders announced a
baptismal service the following week for two elderly people just recently
saved. They were going to be baptized in a creek outside of Ladybrand. The
Caledon River bordering Basutoland was four miles away, too far, but this
creek had a nice wide pond at one point, more than adequate for baptizing. |
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Again, I
asked, "Can I be baptized now, please?" I had no confidence as to
the answer. But, surprisingly, it came. "Yes. We are convinced you are ready
for baptism." |
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I still
remembered those Africans over in Basutoland and the way they came up out of
the water, expecting to be baptized in the Holy Spirit by the Lord Jesus
Christ. I was sure that would happen to me. |
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It was a quiet,
peaceful Sunday when we gathered at the creek outside of town. But, contrary
to custom, a large crowd gathered with us. The service had been publicly
announced and literally hundreds of children, many of them my school friends,
were there. Nobody wanted to miss it. Other such services had been held
privately at a nearby farm. But this was a public baptism by immersion. The
Dutch Reformed, the Anglicans, and the Methodists would just have to wag
their heads. |
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The elders
baptized the elderly couple first, and then came me, the first youngster to
be baptized in that manner in that town. I came up out of the water, and
nothing else happened. No baptism in the Holy Spirit. Just hundreds of
wide-eyed faces, staring curiously at me. |
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But one
thing was certain for me: I had been buried with Christ and raised with Him
to newness of life. The most significant evidence of this was in the new
power I found in the Scriptures. They referred to me. I had become an heir of
all they talked about. This was mine. This was for me. |
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That night
as I lay awake in my bed, looking through the darkness up at the ceiling, I
had it clear in my mind, "I am buried with Christ and now I will live a
new life. I will find the way in the Scriptures." |
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From: A
Man Called Mr. Pentecost by David du Plessis, pag. 7-26, 1977, Bridge
Publishing, South Plainfield, NJ |