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Titus Klose Or God's Great Mercy Related
on a Particular Occasion in the Life of Titus Klose |
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"Well,
how is that possible?" you may ask, reader. "How can a lion become
a lamb?" |
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We must
agree, it is strange and wonderful, but strange and wonderful things happen
so frequently, what we wish to relate, is not impossible. At least it is not a
fairy tale or mystery story, which the world is full of and is read to pass
away the time speedily, but is a true happening. |
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You have
probably read this story before but that does not matter; we hope that this
old story may become new to you, and that the time spent in reading may not
be regretted. |
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Regret!
have you ever regretted spending time idly, reader? Do you know that you will
have to give an account of every hour of your life, and what will your answer
be as these hours become days, the days weeks, the weeks months, and the
months years? |
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It was a
long time ago. We were still young and lived without God in the world when a
certain German poem made an unusual impression on us. The author sang the
praises of an old man, and after he had named a number of prominent persons
whose praises he would not mention, he again referred to the old man. And
what do you suppose he had to say about him? It was all gathered in one line.
"He lived, took a wife, and died." |
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Aimless, useless,
and fruitless was his life passed away and then came eternity. There he will
experience the end of a life trifled away. |
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Now then,
observe for a few moments this roaring lion, who not only opposed man, but
also fought against the High and Holy God. The time spent in reading this
narrative will not be lost. May it be a blessing to all of us. |
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THE STORY OF TITUS KLOSE |
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On |
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Although
Klose was a child of pious elders, nevertheless he followed the path of sin
in his youth. This was mostly the result of having been sent to a boarding
school by his elders, where the fear of God was not taught. |
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As he
became older, he was well learned in evil-doing and stood in the foremost
ranks of Satan. In as much as he did not serve God, he could not bear that
others did and was a pursuer of God's children. |
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His
greatest pleasure was to disturb the gatherings of God's children and
interfere with the public worship in the churches, so that his name became a
byword in the community through his unrighteous and riotous living. |
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One day he
and his comrades took a pleasure ride on the sea. It can be understood that
there was plenty of drinking and card playing and at times it seemed as if
the devil and his army was aboard. |
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While this
evil gathering was busy laughing, singing, and cursing, a storm suddenly came
up accompanied by terrible thunder and lightning, which broke above their
heads, so that the frail craft was in danger of sinking any minute. |
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Many of
the party who only a short time previous had blasphemed the name of God, were
now as sailors aboard Jonah's ship, falling on their knees and praying for
mercy. |
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In the
midst of this terrible scene, stood Klose with a scornful grin on his face. |
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"Come,
Jack," he called to one of the frightened men, "Shame on you, do
you wish to become pious for fear of a few raindrops and a shot out of the
heavenly cannon? Here, take a good heart stimulant out of this bottle and go
with me to the cabin and play another hand of cards. I will play a game with
you for heaven or hell!" |
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Terrible language,
my readers, whereof the Psalmist says: "They set their mouth against the
heavens." The listeners were astonished at this awful language during
the raging storm, in which God's majesty was seen. |
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Whether he
really was made ashamed by Klose or whether he was still drunk-he finally
persuaded him, and they both sat down to card playing while the boat was in
great danger of sinking any minute. |
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"I
tell you, Jack," shouted Klose, while he dealt the cards and raised his
voice to overcome the din of the storm, "I tell you, as true as I am a
servant of the devil, and we come through this storm safely, the coming
Sunday I will visit the preacher at Stamfoxe, where I will blow a storm,
which will make this one seem like a breath. Come, play on, it is your
chance!" |
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"By
all the evil spirits, Titus," answered the other, laying the cards on
the table and staring at him in surprise, "as sure as we are sailing
straight into the jaws of death, you are now going too far. I thought myself
to be quite a man, but you are as the devil himself. I will not play anymore,
no matter what you say, it is now no time for card playing." |
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We shall
no longer follow the conversation of these wicked men for fear our readers would
witness a scene which every pious mind would despise with horror. The Lord in
heaven also witnessed this gathering of unrighteous men, which took place
amidst the wrestling of the elements and above the fathomless pit to try His
patience. But it was resolved by His counsel to show this sinner that Heaven
is stronger than Hell and that the patience of the God of grace can endure
longer than the provoking of the most wicked sinner. |
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After
several hours, the storm calmed and the evil party came to shore. |
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"Now,
friends," shouted Klose, while they separated from each other, "the
forthcoming Sunday morning we will all gather at my house on horseback and
proceed to Stamfoxe. There we will chase the `pious storehouse, helter
skelter." |
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About a
half hour's distance from the village of Stamfoxe stands a simple home. The
way leading thereto is ordinarily one of the most charming in the whole of
England, but at the moment wherein we find ourselves, it is almost
impassible, as a heavy rain is falling and the wind fills the dale with a
dreadful noise. |
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In the
house lives the preacher, Samuel Annear. |
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The poor
man! It is Sunday morning and he must go to Stamfoxe to preach the Word of God.
It is no wonder he is pacing the floor of his room with a depressed look on
his face. Twice he left his home to go to church, but had to return because
of the weather. It was no weather for a man to travel through and preach for
a few hours in wet clothes. |
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"The
man had a good reason to turn back, and his congregation would be
unreasonable if they expected him through such weather," is probably the
thought of our readers. |
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These, however,
were not the thoughts of Annear. He had gone to the church in stormier
weather and was therefore not alarmed. It was nothing unusual for him to
preach for hours in unfavorable weather under an umbrella or from an open
cart. Why he turned back could not be accounted for by the weather. |
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But why
did he turn back? Let us go inside the house and listen to the conversation
between the preacher and his wife. |
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"I
pray you, for the Lord's sake, dear Samuel!" said his wife, "do not
be discouraged, turn back, God will surely bless your work." |
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"But
dear wife," answered the preacher with tears in his eyes, "you do
not know what this is costing me. Let every one enter the pulpit, but not me.
I should like to cry out with Job, `Cursed is the day in which I was
born'-and especially the day in which I first entered the pulpit. I am more
and more convinced that God has not called me to this work. I have taken it
in my own hands, I am not fit, believe me, I am not fit." |
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"How
is it possible that you say that, my dear Samuel! There may be some preachers
who have more talents and outward appearance than you, but the Word which you
preach is God's Word and your congregation delights in hearing you. You
always have many listeners and the people come from afar to hear you." |
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"Curiosity!"
cried the preacher; "have you ever heard of anyone becoming regenerated
by my preaching? And where that does not happen it is obvious that the Lord
withholds his blessing. Of what benefit is the approval and admiration of the
people? They will not justify me before God. On the other hand, I never go
into the pulpit without a feeling of oppression in my heart; as though an
inward voice were saying: `How dare you undertake this holy work? Who has
called you, thereto, sinner! who rather needs someone to preach to
you?'" |
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"A
sinner!" said his wife, "are we and all God's servants not poor
sinners in ourselves? Jesus does not send angels to preach the precious
gospel!" |
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"Yes,
but such a great sinner I am. If Titus Klose, who is known in this vicinity
as a blasphemer and great curser, would climb into the pulpit, I would sooner
believe he was called thereto than I, as it is written, `Harlots and
publicans will go before thee in the Kingdom of Heaven!' and he is surely
known by all the people as a great sinner, while I am looked upon as a saint,
but before God who knows our hearts, is he considered a saint compared with
me, for I am sure such ungodliness as day by day arises inwardly in me
probably never entered the mind of Klose." |
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"Oh!"
cried out his wife, bursting into tears, "how can you have grounds for
such abuses, for all our hearts are evil from our youth to the present and
out of the heart, the Lord himself has said, come forth all kinds of sin and
ungodliness, for which we may rightly tremble. I can quite well believe that
your heart is not better than Klose's, but God has opened your eyes that you
may see the corruption and at the same time you have come to know the beloved
Lord Jesus as the only way of safety for a guilty sinner. Klose does not see
this and therefore you are capable of preaching the way of life, but he is
not. Come, dear Samuel, the congregation is awaiting you; ask the Lord for
his supporting grace. He has promised it to those who are uncomforted and
driven forth by storm that He will lay their stones gracefully and build
their foundation with saphires. When you come into the pulpit the Lord will
give you courage and gladness as He has done at other times, and |
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`He gives
them courage and strength |
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Who hope
in Him at length.'" |
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"The
way of life," repeated the preacher, "yes, in case I was capable of
proclaiming it to others, then I would see the fruits of my labors, but who has
ever heard that through my preaching sinners have become converted?" |
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"What,"
said his wife, "have you so speedily forgotten the grace of God? Have
not Anna Johnson, Philip Cowroom, Philip Bades and others testified that
under your preaching they have been brought from darkness into light, of whom
you can say they are the seal of your apostleship?" |
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"Oh,
that is a long time ago and then I was in my youthful strength. But now the candlestick
has been taken from me and I am nothing but a dry tree who has no more
foliage or fruit." |
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"Now,"
said his wife, casting her eyes upward-for she had prayed in silence to the
Lord-"this morning the Lord will again cause a shoot to spring forth
from your dry root; for He is mighty to cause the unfruitful to be a father
of a multitude of people. Go, Samuel; I pray thee, the Lord will be with
you." With these words his wife gave him his cane and hat, kissed him
heartily and with an inward sigh let him out of the door. |
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While the
preacher, sighing and bowed down, traveled through rain and storm on his way
to the church, let us return to the chamber of Titus Klose. |
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He has
raised the shade of the window facing the street as high as it can go because
of an approaching storm. The gathering clouds being dark and stormy caused a
very somber look upon the face of the wild hunter; dissatisfied, he brushed
his brow, while he watched the struggle of the elements outside. |
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"It's
this weather," he grumbled to himself; "it seems as though it is
determined to make my life miserable. Last Thursday I was cast to and fro on
the sea and now when we wish to have a gay time the weather is such that no
one dares to venture out. The boys will not come, there is no use
looking." Nevertheless he drew towards the window to look over the
countryside to see if by chance some of his friends were coming. |
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"No
earthly being," he spoke, "not even a dog! May the devil catch
them, for being afraid of a little wind and rain!" |
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Looking at
his watch and shaking his head he paced his chamber while cursing each of his
comrades. Finally he called his servant to saddle his horse. |
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"Master,"
said his servant, "in such weather?" |
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"My
horse, I say!" answered Klose harshly, "I am going to Stamfoxe if I
have to swim. If I can have no pleasure, those pious saints shall have none
either. I have sworn that this papist shall know today that it is raining and
storming. Go at once, quickly!" |
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When the horse
was ready, Klose put on his raincoat, pulled his cap down over his ears,
jumped in the saddle and rode off. |
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Shortly he
reached Stamfoxe, stabled his horse and started for the church. To his
amazement he saw the preacher was not yet in the pulpit, although the clock
indicated the services were now a half hour late in starting. |
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The
preacher appeared very soon and Klose decided to listen to a portion of the
sermon before starting the uproar and commotion he had planned. He figured
this could be done easily in as much as no one recognized him in his attire.
When Klose saw the preacher ascend the pulpit, he received an impression as
never before. The bent posture of this servant of God who showed a deep
inward feeling of sorrow and grief, his pious countenance, which showed
humility and meekness-his speaking eye which shone with inward love and deep
desire for heavenly comfort-this all had an immediate effect on the wild
hunter, not unlike the spring sun which melts the winter ice. Something in
his heart kept saying, "You would have to be a real mean person and
every bit of feeling be banished, if you could do any harm to this guiltless
lamb!" |
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The
preacher commenced the services by having the congregation sing a portion of
Psalm 68: |
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"Let God
arise, let his enemies be scattered; let them also that hate him flee before
him. As smoke is driven away, so drive them away; as wax melteth before the
fire, so let the wicked perish at the presence of God." |
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One of the
listeners standing beside Klose, having noticed he had no book, invited him
to sing from his. Although not very grateful, he cast his eye in the book and
although he did not sing he read the triumph song wherein the children of God
rejoice over the workers of unrighteousness. Klose now recalled how he had
heard his pious mother sing this same song many times in his youth and which
brought forth many hidden thoughts which his folks had impressed upon him,
but which were entirely forgotten through the maelstrom of sin, and he had
carefully counteracted anything that might bring back these memories. When
the time of love has come, nothing hinders the Lord's work; He then calls
those who sit in darkness to His wonderful light. |
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During the
singing of this song his soul was cut asunder by the invisible God. Deeply
stirred he stood and involuntarily bowed his head in prayer to which the
preacher had invited his listeners. Likewise Klose did not know what he
heard. That calling of a deeply depressed soul for help and comfort to a God
of salvation-not with dead sounding and well-learned terms as though
systematically learned-but in a feeling tone that is characteristic of a
poor, needy and supplicating soul-that pleading of one hopeless in himself,
but expecting all grace and love from a merciful God, touched deeply into the
conscience of the wild hunter. |
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And when
the preacher read his text: "Enter ye in at the strait gate; for wide is
the gate, and broad is the way that leadeth to destruction, and many there be
which go in thereat; because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way which
leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it;”- when he in the light of
spirit-for which he had asked the Lord-sketched the dreadful loss of a soul
which perishes forever, and the unspeakable joy of a soul eternally
saved-then the adversary became wholly unarmed and the lion changed to a
lamb, who standing on the brink of perdition cried to the Lord. |
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Silent,
with cast down eyes and amazed with himself, he walked from the church after
the services and longingly he desired the evening at which time the preacher
would again appear. The preacher's text at this service was: "See, I
stand at the door and I knock." |
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These
words completed what was still missing and impressed him deeply. |
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When the services
were ended, Klose decided not to go home before he had related to the
preacher the feeling of his heart. |
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Tired and
wet from the rain, the preacher Annear arrived at his home. His wife awaited
him with dry clothing and after being refreshed by the comforts she had
prepared for him, she said, with an inward feeling of love: "Truly, did
it not go better than you expected? I sought the Lord's countenance
continually for you." |
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"Thou
art a good wife," answered the preacher, "thou art a good faithful
helper for me. I am foolish, but the Lord has given you wisdom. I have
preached today with an exceptional liveliness for myself. When I ascended the
pulpit, my spirit awoke to new strength during prayer. But… “The preacher
sighed and a tear came to his eye. |
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"But,"
said his wife, "are you still dissatisfied? Is there still grief?" |
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"For
myself," answered the preacher, "I have had a blessing, but was
there one listening to whom it was a savour of life?" |
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Again his wife
tried to convince him of his unfounded and baseless grief, when the maid came
to inform that Titus Klose wished to speak to the preacher. |
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"Titus
Klose!" they both exclaimed: "what brings him here?" And in
such weather!" said his wife. "He must have a very urgent
message." |
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"I do
not trust the matter," said the preacher, "it is probably another
trick he intends to play with his comrades. But, let him come in the
house." |
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The unexpected
and much feared guest appeared promptly. Dressed in his raincoat and bearskin
hat he did not look very inviting. The preacher's wife invited him to have a
seat, while she anxiously kept her eye on her husband for fear that Klose
would do him harm. |
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"The
reason I have come," began Klose, meanwhile removing his hat, "will
probably startle you, most honorable preacher, but you can be no more
startled and surprised than I, who would have thought it absolute nonsense,
if someone assured me this morning that I would pay you a visit before this
day was past. I do not believe that I have to introduce myself to you; my
name being well known in this countryside. In spite of this, I am obliged
that you should hear this from my own mouth. I am," and here he became
filled with emotion and tears came to his eyes, in so much that he
momentarily ceased speaking. "I am a great sinner, yes, the greatest of
sinners. There, that is all I can say for myself. I have been that from my
youth, but it was not until today it was revealed to me and I feel and am
convicted thereof and I must confess it to others. My comrades and I had
planned this morning-forgive me this wickedness -to go to your church, to
hinder you in the work of the Lord; but God fought for you with storm and
thunder, so that my comrades could not come and I went my way alone. And
there, as I say it with amazement, there is where the Lord wanted me alone,
so there would be nothing in the way to stir up the work of Satan. |
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"I
heard you pray and preach and God used your word as a hammer to break my hard
and stony heart. Beloved preacher, I am deeply grieved about myself. You
pictured to me the deep abyss on the edge of which I stood and that my soul
was on the verge of utter destruction. I also saw that I had plagued an
almighty and righteous God who has blessed me since my youthful days. This
distresses me very much. O, that I may be saved from the wrath to come! You
mentioned a number of times in your sermon today that the Lord has no desire
in my death; that He wishes to save me, a lost sinner; that Jesus came into
the world to seek and to save all those that are lost. O, that is
wonderful!-But-that is beyond my comprehension, I dare not believe it! That
also distresses me. I need comfort and consolation and therefore I come to
you. Have pity with a poor, lost sinner, and if you have a good word for me,
do not withhold it." |
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A stream
of tears smothered the last words of the deeply affected young man. But, he was
not the only one weeping, for the preacher and his wife were also deeply
moved and sat weeping, and it was a little while before they were convinced
that it was really true and not a dream which had come to pass. |
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At last the
mind and heart of the preacher's wife was unburdened in thanksgiving to God,
Who leads the blind along paths they do not know. |
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The
preacher soon found conversation with Klose wherein he wisely related the
costly grains of eternal life which he needed at this time. |
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The
conversation lasted until late at night, for although the preacher was tired,
the Spirit of the Lord refreshed his strength. When the conversation was
finally ended, Klose was invited to spend the night at the preacher's home. |
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After
Klose had gone to his room, the preacher's wife took her husband by the hand
and looked at him with eyes filled with gladness. |
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"I
understand you," said the preacher; "the Lord has made me ashamed
in such a way that I shall never forget it. But it is my desire to love Him,
Who has had mercy on my weakness. It was my pride that desired a sign and He
has given me a sign which will make the whole countryside astonished. Now
that I have received it, I feel myself deeply humbled. I have now learned to
believe, and what must I do but lower myself to the dust, that He may be
glorified, to Whom all honor is due. Bless the Lord! O my soul, and all that
is within me, bless His holy name!" |
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The following
day Klose remained with the preacher and thereafter he visited him daily.
Klose still had to overcome a great conflict with his former friends, who at
first thought him a mad man, then a religious fanatic, and finally despised
him completely. The Lord gave him sufficient strength to withstand this
conflict. |
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His
complete change in life also brought about a complete change in his business
habits. The ways and paths which were formerly open to him, were now closed
and undesirable. On the other hand, his desire for the things of the kingdom
of God became so irresistibly strong that, like the apostle Paul, he felt he
should go and preach to others the words of Eternal Life, in which he had
found salvation. |
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His father
in Christ, the pious Annear, was his accommodating helper in the fulfilment
of this desire. Among the missionaries which were sent by England to work
among the heathens, during the first ten years of the former century, Titus
Klose, formerly the "wild hunter" of Stamforce Hill, was one of the
most famous and in his labors one of the most blessed. |
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See there,
my dear reader, the story related about a man who as the second Saul of
Tarsus went about threatening and boasting, and by a wonder of Almighty grace
was regenerated to a humble and meek disciple of the Lord Jesus. |
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From the
above, it can be seen how freely God works. Who would have ever thought that
Klose, that monster of unrighteousness, would ever preach the gospel? He did not
want to be regenerated, he did not want to know anything about God or Heaven,
but wished to serve Satan alone. "But I will," said the Lord of
Hosts, "that Titus Klose shall serve Me. I will, that he shall be
regenerated and that his will be reversed. And therefore I set him in the
ways of my willing people." |
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Who can
stand against the will of God? Klose could not. Can you, my dear reader? |
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There are
so many people, who do not want to know about regeneration, yea, they would
even hinder others from following the ways of God; hence, they do not desire
to associate with the so-called narrow minded people who seek to be saved
from the oncoming wrath. |
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But what
is more honorable: to be honored by God, or by the people? |
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One matter
should be our concern, and that is, to be regenerated. Not only to be
converted from the tavern to the church or from the dance hall to the quiet
family circle, for such a conversion is merely good for time and not for
eternity. |
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Have you changed
from a foe to a friend, from an enemy to a disciple of Jesus? Have you come
to know yourself as an unworthy, miserable, and doomed creature before the
high and holy God, and has it become an impossibility for you to be saved, so
that you can only cry for mercy? |
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Well now,
go to Jesus, for He alone is the Way, the Truth, and the Life, and no one
cometh to the Father but through Him! |
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O! that it
may please the Lord to pour out His Spirit, so that through free sovereign
grace many more lions may be made lambs of the fold of Jesus Christ! |
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Van Zweden J., The
Wonderful Providence of Almighty God Seen in the Lives of Young and Old,
Series No 10. Stickney, South Dakota: Netherlands Reformed Congregations in
America, 1978, pages 25-36 |